Good Morning world! 

I'd like to take a moment thank everybody for their comments on my 'adult video chat' post...  Your comments & suggestions have been heart warming, enlightening and inspiring... 

It is at this time of year I always find myself needing some personal time. A time to contemplate the saga that is my life so far and reflect upon my achievements... What have I really achieved this year? Did I accomplish my goals? Do I even remember my goals? Where do I begin to analyse & how to I progress? Such trivial yet life changing questions and thoughts...

This year I feel like I didn't achieve very much. I let my self down on so many levels and failed to educate myself in certain fields I feel I could have performed so much better... I walked away from my PhD in my final year!!! I mean, what!, was I thinking?

In saying that, I have achieved a lot on an emotional & moral level. Made some good choices, some excellent choices and some blood curdling choices, all of which life changing! 

I got married, to my partner Paul of 5 years & moved into & took on the house of my dreams, never imagined that would happen... We we're the first Gay couple in Newry and Mourne to wed, or civil partnership, & we were on the news & in the papers!! I was so proud!! It was truly the best day of my life & for that brief moment in time, we stood above the world. No matter what people thought of our relationship, or how they viewed our lives, it was irrelevant. We had each other and that's all that mattered! I still feel the same, once Paul is by my side, I can take on the world. 

  On the down side my two babies, & my pussy are no longer with us. We had to give Tabatha to a good home & I am currently trying to arrange a proper dog house & pen so I can take lady & Piper home permanently. At the moment they are living on Pauls aunts farm, & well, I feel like I left a piece of myself behind when I moved. But this too will pass, and in time I will have my family reunited!    

I also stopped working as well as studying. I now find myself, a year down the line, The Ultimate Desperate Housewife!  It's funny how that can happen. One day your a professional dancer, living it up and got a career starting of in I.T. during the day as well as third level study, next thing you know your cooking, cleaning and dreaming! I have no regrets though. I have learned a lot through the year. It's all part of the wheel of life. I got to know a person I wish I had met years ago, ME! I guess I needed to get to know myself a bit. Life isn't all glitter and glamour & stages & lights. It's tough, hard work. Everything in this world requires commitment & dedication and I guess that's exactly what I am going to invest into the coming year, pure commitment and dedication.

I am not sure exactly what I want to do next year. I think I will go back into the IT profession & continue to educate myself in the relevant fields... This year I am also going to dedicate some time to my personal needs & stop putting the world around me first. It's about time I stood on my own to feet & be an ex-desperate housewife! Who knows, maybe I'll get a maid, or a butler or two this year!  Guess I'll always be a dreamer!     

Well that’s my year so far, & a taste of what’s to come, I think...

It'll be good for me to look back on this throughout the year.

 Thanks for reading & Have a Happy Christmas!        Although I am sure I will post before then! 

Nollaig Shona daoibh go léir agus Athbhliain faoi shéan is faoi mhaise daoibh

Brightest Blessings!!

Pete