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January 27 Torn, Natalie ImbrugliaI thought I saw a man brought to life He was warm, he came around like he was dignified He showed me what it was to cry Well you couldnt be that man I adored You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for But I dont know him anymore Theres nothing where he used to lie My conversation has run dry Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn Im all out of faith, this is how I feel Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn Youre a little late, Im already torn So I guess the fortune tellers right Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light To crawl beneath my veins and now I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn Im all out of faith, this is how I feel Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn. Theres nothing where he used to lie My inspiration has run dry Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn Im all out of faith, this is how I feel Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor Illusion never changed into something real Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn Im all out of faith, this is how I feel Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor Youre a little late, Im already torn January 17 May all your dreams come true!!Lean against a tree And dream your world of dreams Work hard at what you like to do And try to overcome all obstacles Laugh at your mistakes And praise yourself for learning from them Pick some flowers And appreciate the beauty of nature Be honest with people And enjoy the good in them Don’t be afraid to show your emotions Laughing and crying make you feel better Love your friends and family With your entire being They are the most important part of your life Feel the calmness on a quiet sunny day And plan what you want to accomplish in life Find a rainbow And live your World of dreams January 12 Homophobia is wrong!I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time. I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room. I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me. I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear. We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men. I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman. I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male. I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men. I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that. I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual. I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me. I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind. I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love. I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them. I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson" ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... PUT THIS ON YOUR HOMEPAGE AND SEND IT TO EVERY1 YOU KNOW January 08 Goin' BackI think i'm goin' back
To the things I learned so well In my youth I think i'm returning to Those days When i was young enough To know the truth Now there are no games To only pass the time No more colouring books No christmas bells to chime But thinking young And growing older Is no sin And i can play The game of life to win I can recall the time When i wasn't ashamed To reach out to a friend And now i think i've got A lot more than A skipping rope to lend Now there's more to do Than watch my sailboat glide And everyday can be My magic carpet ride And i can play hide and seek with my fears And live my days instead of counting my years Let everyone debate the true reality I'd rather see the world the way it used to be A little bit of freedom's All we lack So catch me if you can I'm goin' back Pete
(gerry goffin & carole king) January 03 New years resolutionsGood afternoon!
Can't decide on good new years resolutions this year. but I'm going to make a couple anyway...
Anybody any ideas? What are yours?
1. Give up smoking. (Done, Going around the house like a bear in labour now.)
2. Loose a stone in weight. (trying)
3. Get a job I like ( do they exist?)
4. Make more friends....
5. Rid my life of bad influences and friends that hinder progress.
6. Get a car!!! Tired of being drove everywhere. I wanna drive again!
7. Get out more. even for walks.
8. Join a gym. (hate gyms)
9. Stop drinking nothing but coke! stop coke altogether actually.
10. Actually stick to them this year!
Well let's see how I get on! Oh, btw, I'm looking for a good coach to keep me of the smokes! lol
Brightest Blessings,
Pete |
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