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    January 27

    Torn, Natalie Imbruglia

    I thought I saw a man brought to life
    He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
    He showed me what it was to cry
    Well you couldnt be that man I adored
    You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
    But I dont know him anymore
    Theres nothing where he used to lie
    My conversation has run dry
    Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn


    Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
    Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
    Illusion never changed into something real
    Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
    Youre a little late, Im already torn

    So I guess the fortune tellers right
    Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
    To crawl beneath my veins and now
    I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
    Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn


    Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
    Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
    Illusion never changed into something real
    Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
    Youre a little late, Im already torn. torn.


    Theres nothing where he used to lie
    My inspiration has run dry
    Thats whats going on, nothings right, Im torn


    Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
    Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
    Illusion never changed into something real
    Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
    Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
    Im cold and Im ashamed bound and broken on the floor
    Youre a little late, Im already torn
    January 17

    May all your dreams come true!!

    Lean against a tree
    And dream your world of dreams
    Work hard at what you like to do
    And try to overcome all obstacles

    Laugh at your mistakes
    And praise yourself for learning from them

    Pick some flowers
    And appreciate the beauty of nature

    Be honest with people
    And enjoy the good in them

    Don’t be afraid to show your emotions
    Laughing and crying make you feel better

    Love your friends and family
    With your entire being
    They are the most important part of your life

    Feel the calmness on a quiet sunny day
    And plan what you want to accomplish in life


    Find a rainbow
    And live your
    World of dreams
    January 12

    Homophobia is wrong!

    I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

    I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

    I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

    I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

    We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

    I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

    I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

    I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

    We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

    I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

    I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

    I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

    I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

    I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

    I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

    I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.


    I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

    I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

    I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

    I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

    I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson"


    ---IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG... PUT THIS ON YOUR HOMEPAGE AND SEND IT TO EVERY1 YOU KNOW
    January 09

    Some new Pics

    Some new pics of me...
     
    Hope you all like!
    January 08

    Goin' Back

    I think i'm goin' back
    To the things
    I learned so well
    In my youth


    I think i'm returning to
    Those days
    When i was young enough
    To know the truth


    Now there are no games
    To only pass the time
    No more colouring books
    No christmas bells to chime

    But thinking young
    And growing older
    Is no sin
    And i can play
    The game of life to win


    I can recall the time
    When i wasn't ashamed
    To reach out to a friend
    And now i think i've got
    A lot more than
    A skipping rope to lend


    Now there's more to do
    Than watch my sailboat glide
    And everyday can be
    My magic carpet ride
    And i can play hide and seek with my fears
    And live my days instead of counting my years


    Let everyone debate the true reality
    I'd rather see the world the way it used to be
    A little bit of freedom's
    All we lack
    So catch me if you can
    I'm goin' back
     
    Pete
     
    (gerry goffin & carole king)
    January 03

    New years resolutions

    Good afternoon!
     
    Can't decide on good new years resolutions this year. but I'm going to make a couple anyway...
     
    Anybody any ideas? What are yours?
     
    1. Give up smoking. (Done, Going around the house like a bear in labour now.)
     
    2. Loose a stone in weight. (trying)
     
    3. Get a job I like ( do they exist?)
     
    4. Make more friends....
     
    5. Rid my life of bad influences and friends that hinder progress.
     
    6. Get a car!!! Tired of being drove everywhere. I wanna drive again!
     
    7. Get out more. even for walks.
     
    8. Join a gym. (hate gyms)
     
    9. Stop drinking nothing but coke! stop coke altogether actually.
     
    10. Actually stick to them this year!
     
    Well let's see how I get on! Oh, btw, I'm looking for a good coach to keep me of the smokes! lol
     
    Brightest Blessings,
     
    Pete